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Thursday, April 26, 2007
hmm. blah.
crappin nw. tis few days, i've been v tired. duno why. LOLS.
alrit. MYE comin soon. so, i told dajie n mum tt i might fail th whole examination.
i got a gd scoldin frm them. i dun tink i might be able to mak it.
cos, 1wk, i cant revis everything in jus a wk ! gosh.
so even if i fail all my subs. im nt rilly surprise at all.
ytd came hm, used com, chatted.
i almst made ' jie ' angry sia.
i said i dun wan study, no time for me to study cos MYE comin le.
she said then what are you doin now.. stil can chat..
yup. she's almst angry.
told her tt i do my hw nw, and i logged off.
went to take my eng paper.
doin halfway while lying on my bed.
feel lik dozing off.
dajie came in, disturbed me, asked me faster do.
i said i very tired. i wanted to slp.
blah blah blah.
so she forked out time. read th eng passage and explained to me wat it means.
i almst slpt while she was explainin.
do til halfway, i really felt lik slpin lor.
so she kept hittin me. LOLS.
and in th end, i really buay tahan liao.
i said let me slp first, later thn i'll do.
SOOO. I SLPT TILL TH NX DAY !
i din revise my chem. so i tink i will fail.
wakup. prepared. off to sch. it was rainin. yaa. GREAT !
i almst gt wet but thanks to JJ, and his umbrella. WAHAHAS
first two periods. CHI. went to MLC !
FUN SIA. AIR CON. somemore cher wan us to do CHINESE BLOGGING.
so. MUSIC IN TH AIR !
she said, want jiu put chi music, but i on eng music.
tis is th best man~ usually we were nt allowed to on music
even cher oso on her chi music in th blog.
LOLS.
blah blah blah. PE time. nth much.
acutally nt much happened in sch.
i jus dun hv th feelin to concentrate in class.
so hwks cher gav, i will either slpt on th table, or slack ard.
its nt tt i hv no mood. its dun hv u ard and ur encouragement plus motivation.
so chem test, i wasnt concentratin. was restin my head on my hands.
tick tack tick tack. anyhw do lor.
do slowly. do fast. anyhw do.
hahas. so dumb.
shall update nxtim if i've gt th time.
nt sure abt it cos of MYE. shacked !

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you might think tt im th one who is ignorin you right nw.
im nt ignoring.
i jus duno hw to face you, tt's all.
i duno whether to smile or to be normal.
i jus wanted to care.
but i dun hv th quanli and zhige le !

我了解到
默默等待的心多痛...

事情发生了这么突然, 我来不及后悔...
发生后, 我后悔也已来不及...


- something   that i already know @ 4:53 PM |
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『 stranger_____ 』

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jsn124@hotmail.com
dazhong pri sch
yuhua sec sch

being quiet is what i like.
so don't find me a weirdo,
you can see me very quiet.
maybe 'not-so-active' can be used to describe me.
as well as being solitary, sometimes.
lastly, whatever.
从此以后，就算再痛，我也不会啃一声。
***
i may be sad,
but im not weak
i'll stand
from where i fell,
& start over.
i'll fight,
& i'll be strong,
inside.

『 lusts_____ 』

being quiet
solitary moments
SLEEP!
lips of an angel
my PC
my ZEN V
my junks
my PILLOW!
my FAMILY!
playing pool
EVERYTHING!

『 visualising - well___ 』

GRADUATE from yuhua secondary school
GET INTO A POLY !!!
PASS O-LEVEL L1R4 LESS THAN 13 POINTS
self-enrichment books [hmm, think about it]
fictional books
a laptop, of cos. :D
somewhere i would like to go to. ;)
must grow fat? LOLS!
more clothes!
more pants!
converse jacket
converse shoes?
new wallet
SERIOUSLY NEED A PSP/PSP SLIM! :x
SATA 160GB external HDD!
Genius G-Pen 340
a new life
HAPPY! :D
me andyou. :)

『 crap - out_____ 』
no spamming; vulgarities. abusers shall be ban.

『 music - box; lyrics__ 』

Secondhand Serenade - Maybe −

Didn't you wanna hear
the sound of all the places we could go?
Do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know?
It's a cold, hard road when you wake up,
and I don't think that I have the strength
to let you go.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

There goes my ring,
it might as well have been shattered.
And I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered.
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long.
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

And someday, I promise I'll be gone.
And someday, I might even sing this song to you.
I might even sing this song to you.
To you, to you, to you...
And I was crying alone tonight,
and I was wasting all of my life
just thinking of you.
So just come back,
we'll make it better.
So just come back,
I'll make it better than it ever was.
I'll make it better than it ever was.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

(I want it all, don't leave right now.
I'll give you everything.)

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face makes me wish
that I was never brought into this place.
Maybe it's just me.

『 look - out_____ 』
if link is not here, tag so that i can link.
ALFIE
JOYCELYN
CARINA
HUIXIAN
IFFA
MADELINE
ADELINE
link
link
link

『 reminiscence___ 』

April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007

『 credits_____ 』

Deviant Art.
ALF for logo [re-edited]. :D
MYSELF for pixs. :x
adobe photoshop 7.0
imeem.
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- the devil inside him