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Tuesday, May 8, 2007
A VERY LONG ' past few days ' POST.
hmm. it's been days since i last blogged.

SUN
sunday. was eh. nth muc to do luh.
durin th nite. ard 12am.
i received ur sms.
ya. i hvn slp at tt time.
upon receivin it.
i saw.
im at a loss for words.
u told me nt to slp at ard 2 or 3plus.
yup. i gt listen.
i went to slp after i revised for a while.
ya. i kept thinkin alot.
jus alot.
quite sad luh.
but i wanted to hold it bac.
i cant help it.
i let it flow down my face.
tt msg. i assumed it was a msg of encouragement bah.
i did nt reply u back.
it's been a long time since we last smsed.
way too long.

so, i cant slp.
i got up my bed.
went to kitchen.
drank milo and bread.
stand at th window.
gazin at th sky.
saw some stars.
counted it.
ard 9 bah.
a blink of my eyes.
more and more stars appearing.
27 STARS and A MOON.
A BRIGHT BRIGHT MOON.
a beautifuls scenery.
too bad i cant find th camera.
if nt i wil take it down.
so i went bac to study. til 3+am. thn go slp.

MON + TUE
mornin woke up.
went sch.
exam started.
math p1 and phy/chem p1
quite alrit. nth much.
jus tt math eh. okay luh.
phy too. chem, anyhw scribbled.
i knew i would fail all th sub.
aft sch. went to met bro.
been to jE. went for some walks insid.
thn out. off to chev. pooled for a few times.
hmm, nice game.
went to jE.
ate kfc.
off to library.
REVISED !
saw haoxiang.
i shocked dao. cos she called me frm bhind.
revise revise revise.
POA AND CHEM P2.
asked haoxiang to teach me.
understandable.
THANKS !
so she's off-ed to met th other grads.
me and bro continued to study and revise.
til 9+. went bac to jE for walks.
went back home.
lols. on th way hm. saw angie bah. called her.
home-d. missed call.
off to revis chem p2 again.
too much to revis. til v slpy.
lied on th bed to revis.
i didn expect i would slp seh.
lols. til 4am plus.
woke up unexpectedly.
hais. i revised partially nia.
went for a bath.
changed and off to sch.
first paper. POA P1.
ya. i jus screwed it up lor. anyhw do.
wth.
2 hrs of rest before CHEM P2 start.
revise.....................

shall update tml.


- something   that i already know @ 2:19 PM |
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『 stranger_____ 』

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jsn124@hotmail.com
dazhong pri sch
yuhua sec sch

being quiet is what i like.
so don't find me a weirdo,
you can see me very quiet.
maybe 'not-so-active' can be used to describe me.
as well as being solitary, sometimes.
lastly, whatever.
从此以后，就算再痛，我也不会啃一声。
***
i may be sad,
but im not weak
i'll stand
from where i fell,
& start over.
i'll fight,
& i'll be strong,
inside.

『 lusts_____ 』

being quiet
solitary moments
SLEEP!
lips of an angel
my PC
my ZEN V
my junks
my PILLOW!
my FAMILY!
playing pool
EVERYTHING!

『 visualising - well___ 』

GRADUATE from yuhua secondary school
GET INTO A POLY !!!
PASS O-LEVEL L1R4 LESS THAN 13 POINTS
self-enrichment books [hmm, think about it]
fictional books
a laptop, of cos. :D
somewhere i would like to go to. ;)
must grow fat? LOLS!
more clothes!
more pants!
converse jacket
converse shoes?
new wallet
SERIOUSLY NEED A PSP/PSP SLIM! :x
SATA 160GB external HDD!
Genius G-Pen 340
a new life
HAPPY! :D
me andyou. :)

『 crap - out_____ 』
no spamming; vulgarities. abusers shall be ban.

『 music - box; lyrics__ 』

Secondhand Serenade - Maybe −

Didn't you wanna hear
the sound of all the places we could go?
Do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know?
It's a cold, hard road when you wake up,
and I don't think that I have the strength
to let you go.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

There goes my ring,
it might as well have been shattered.
And I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered.
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long.
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

And someday, I promise I'll be gone.
And someday, I might even sing this song to you.
I might even sing this song to you.
To you, to you, to you...
And I was crying alone tonight,
and I was wasting all of my life
just thinking of you.
So just come back,
we'll make it better.
So just come back,
I'll make it better than it ever was.
I'll make it better than it ever was.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

(I want it all, don't leave right now.
I'll give you everything.)

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face makes me wish
that I was never brought into this place.
Maybe it's just me.

『 look - out_____ 』
if link is not here, tag so that i can link.
ALFIE
JOYCELYN
CARINA
HUIXIAN
IFFA
MADELINE
ADELINE
link
link
link

『 reminiscence___ 』

April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007

『 credits_____ 』

Deviant Art.
ALF for logo [re-edited]. :D
MYSELF for pixs. :x
adobe photoshop 7.0
imeem.
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- the devil inside him