Saturday, September 8, 2007
bore-dom.
ok. i have the thought of not coming to school on monday. cos i didn revise my social studies. yah, "great"~~. well, i cant even get a single thing into my head. and there's alot to study. im starting to get pressurized. when i get pressurized, i will have the thought of no coming to school. but who cares? teachers dont care anymore. they only focus on the good students who are willingly to study. im not that students. who gives a damn to me, right? LOLS. ok stop my crap.
went to joycelyn's house. just to fix her pc. zzz.
suan-ing session : game only ma. concentrate on o-level first. later play too much, will get hooked de. anyway, i got her audition to be fixed. her monitor is 19-inch. omg. monitor too big, graphic will blur. overall her cpu is almost the same detail as mine. while fixing, played her didi's psp. I WANT TO HAVE A PSP !!! WHOEVER BUY IT FOR ME WILL GET A HUG ! nvm, i will get it sooner or later. her didi look like someone in our school. like very guai. somemore he doesnt look so naughty. after fixing, went home to have my dinner.
tmr, i have to go out again. zzz. everyday go out. it's great. cos i dont need to study. :x so boring. but who cares. lols. school's re-open on monday. hope teachers' dont catch the student's hair. for goodness sake. "concentrate on o-level, not concentrate on appearance!!!" =.=!
chi hwa hwa. tua siar. chi hwa hwa. tua siar. chi hwa hwa hwaaaaa~~
ji lang ji puar, gan qin-er buay suar, ji lang ji su gu, gan qin-er jia eh ku~~
wei li xin luan, wei li tia tang...
zzz. sian. ta-ta.
how are you? it's been a long time. :'( 我不知道该说什么才好。。。
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im back updating. cos i cant focus in social studies. piang eh. so im back. yah. nothing much to update leh. after prelim still must go out. wtheck. i wanna go out. and i seriously dont wanna study leh. but haiyo. cant even focus. no matter how hard i try, how hard i concentrate, how hard i put in my best effort, it wont work out de. actually i dont really put in effort luh. nvm. when one cant focus, one might give up this trip, it's useless. i mean, there's nothing one can do when one cant focus. really. you see. everyone is near the peak liao. im at the bottom. saddening. i kept hearing the same old phrases, by my parents, my elder sisters, friends, or whoever peeps asking me to mug, it's for your own good. get into poly. dont follow the footsteps same as your sisters. your the only son in this house. dont let your cousin disappointed with you. work hard, the gain is yours. work hard, get good results, papa buy you a laptop. work hard, dajie buy you a psp. F*CK!!! i cannot FOCUS! see the word? FOCUS! F-O-C-U-S, FOCUS!!! what the h*ll do you want me to do? sit down and stare at the subjects and study eh? it's useless de. next yr, the syllabus changed. i wanna go 4N, also quite a ridiculous request. stupid stupid stupid. urgh. peer's influence, i dont believe in such things. i dont believe in much things. i just wanna slack and decay at home. that's all. and now, i feel like going to that particular person, and say the word, F*CK YOU! and point the middle finger at that person. dont get offended. cos im referring to a baby or a kid or a boy or a teen or a guy or a male. =) lame.
dont be mistaken, im not angry typing this post. just a lil bit gone nuts. dont bother me. im crazy one. its 12am. yawn.
- something that i already know @ 9:54 PM |
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